Internets. It’s been a while. I’ve been, ya know, around.
I finished book 4 and got that up, and then suffered when it turned out due to an update error, the copy I approved wasn’t the correct one [ps, if you got a copy riddled with typos EMAIL me – firstname.lastname@example.org and I’ll send you a clean copy]
Then, I had some real life stuff.
But then, I finally crossed something off my bucket list! MACHU PICCHU!!
I’ve had a dream to go to Peru for a while. I don’t even know when it started, only that it’s been years. I finally made that trip! I was fortunate enough to be able to go with my sisters. We get along well and know what buttons need to be left alone, and which ones can be PUSHED.
I MADE IT TO MACHU PICCHU!!
AND I HIKED UP TO THE SUN GATE. Which, wow! At that altitude [and I’m in okay-ish shape] it was QUITE the hike.
Because of reasons, my sisters and I ended up hiking it alone – we were all there the same day and the same time, but Ann wanted to see how fast she could go, and Jennifer was sight seeing as she went and pausing with another tour-member to take pics, and so we ended up each on our own journey.
As I hiked, I had time to think about the hike. AND THINK ABOUT THE HIKE. AND THINK ABOUT THE HIKE. it’s all uphill, and though it may look like a mild gradient, I’m no athlete. But as I hiked, I started feeling/thinking – wow, this is like a metaphor for life.
You’re on this journey. and when it starts out, you’re like, okay, so this looks fun and cool.
And you’re having fun
And then you realize, wait. All I’m seeing is dull grey shit. I have to keep my head down to know where I’m going, but this view kind of sucks.
So you look up and you realize, I have no idea how far I’ve gone, or how much is left.
But then! All of a sudden, YOU CAN SEE HOW FAR YOU WENT!! [although you still have no idea how much further it is]
But it’s FUN AGAIN! and you take some time to appreciate it.
But then you turn the corner and you’re tired and this is hard and suddenly up in front of you, you see something and you think ARE YOU FOR SERIOUS?? LIKE…. WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS HERE. But you’ve got no choice so you keep GOING UP. And the view is kind of the same, but also different. THEN YOU MAKE IT [and your sister may or may not already be at the top waiting for you and you may or may not just chillax for your other sister – individual results may vary ;)]
And in those moments at the top, it doesn’t seem like it was all that hard [BUT IT WAS]. But you did it!